A man in Tehran on his mobile phone. Some welcomed the return of connectivity with cautious optimism, but others viewed it with suspicion. Photograph: NurPhoto/Getty ImagesA man in Tehran on his mobile phone. Some welcomed the return of connectivity with cautious optimism, but others viewed it with suspicion. Photograph: NurPhoto/Getty Images‘This isn’t freedom’: anger, anxiety and tears as Iran’s internet flickers backAfter 88 days of near-total blackout, first reactions to the return of partial connectivity were not celebratory
After 88 days of near-total internet blackout in Iran, long-delayed messages, images and poems flooded phones and social media feeds at about 5pm on Tuesday, when still-limited connectivity flickered back to life.
The first reactions, however, were not celebratory. Many new posts were threaded with scepticism, anxiety and anger.
Ellie*, 42, an artist from Tehran, was able to connect for the first time since 28 February. “I lit a cigarette, played SoundCloud and listened to our favourite music,” she said. “Ali [her husband] and I held back tears, then cried and convinced ourselves that this was a small taste of a much greater freedom after the fall of this regime … and we truly believe it.”
The part-restoration hit global headlines, with many regime supporters applauding the government.
Maryam*, a photographer in Tehran, said it was “nauseating to watch the celebrations and applause”.
“What an absolute joke,” she said. “It’s been truly absurd watching western media celebrate partial restoration as if it’s an achievement to applaud the regime for. The internet is our basic right.”
graphicShe said it had been more than six weeks since she had booked an assignment, she had had to borrow money from her parents, and part-restoration would not allow her to work effectively. “Mobile internet still can’t connect,” she said. “WhatsApp is barely in use, the only thing is that VPNs are easier to connect to now. That’s all.”
Authorities initially imposed an internet blackout from 8 January in a crackdown on nationwide anti-government protests. Connections were gradually restored in February, before a new blackout after the start of US and Israeli strikes against Iran in late February.
A small number of people managed to get online intermittently through costly VPNs and satellite internet, but the vast majority were stuck in digital isolation.
For those unable to afford the rocketing price of VPNs that rarely worked, Tuesday was the first time they were able to post on their social media accounts. “Hello, fellow prisoners. I feel like I am on a temporary leave from prison,” a Tehran-based student posted on Instagram.
In an attempt to meet the digital demands of businesses in select sectors, Iran’s national security council had approved “internet pro” last month, albeit with limitations. Some welcomed wider connectivity with cautious optimism, but others viewed it with suspicion.
Iranians in Washington DC take part in a protest against the internet blackout on 2 May 2026. Photograph: Ali Khaligh/Zuma Press/AlamyMina*, 23, a protester arrested in January, said she feared expanded surveillance rather than a full restoration. “They have no reason to open the internet unless this is a way to move the population towards ‘internet pro’ or into tunnels where they can monitor us more easily,” she said. “We call this filternet. This is not a sign of freedom.”
Posts mourned those executed or awaiting execution, videos showed grieving mothers clutching photographs of children killed during the January protests, and images documented the destruction brought by war. Many Iranians described scrolling through their phones in tears, confronting an archive of the loss that had unfolded.
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Humour, too, has returned in fragments, often edged with bitterness. “Trump needs to shut his DMs because he hasn’t faced the true wrath of those who trusted him to help,” said Moein*, an IT professional from Karaj. “The regime has clearly won the PR war because even those who hate the regime are also now angry at Trump.”
The online return of friends and family also brought mixed feelings for Iranians in the diaspora. “I experienced strange feelings, both happy and sad,” said Mahshid Nazemi, 38, a human rights advocate based in Paris. “I was sad for my friends who were not online and I constantly checked their accounts to see if they were connected or not. I am not sure if they were arrested or killed.”
She said her sister, who depended on the internet for work, had been distressed by the loss of her livelihood and was left with profound grief over images of those killed in January and during the war.
Amin said the return of the internet was a reminder of all that had been lost: “What truly came back online is our misery, not freedom.”
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